a Living Breathing Journal of My PTSD Journey. as I Paint through the Pain & Celebrate Life.
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Wednesday, July 31, 2013
~tilt~
Tuesday, July 30, 2013
LANA [where are Y[]U~TRACY CHAPMAN * MACY GRAY~
~[R[]SS R[]ADs "The reason why,I live my LIFE~
[ D[] S[]METHING]~DAYZ []F Y[]UR LIFE PASS, Y[]U BY~
how will Y[]U make it, if Y[]U never ever TRY! [fortune cookie say "Y[]UR at the critical moment, Make that LAST PUSH"]
~If You were to ask me , "what kinda of day did I have"
*Overboard - 1987 Movie Quotes ... It's a hell of a day at sea, sir! (full quote) ....
"Don't let the dayz of Y][UR life, pass Y[]U by. How will Y[]U make it If Y[]U, never even TRY! ~L[]ST in some olde MAZE~ GET up,and D[] S[]METHING!=Y[]U CAN M[]VE M[]UNTAINs, []NE B[]ULDER,[]NE ST[]NE at a Time.......
~Realy need to Publish~ TRANSFER!
"Don't let the dayz of Y][UR life, pass Y[]U by. How will Y[]U make it If Y[]U, never even TRY! ~L[]ST in some olde MAZE~ GET up,and D[] S[]METHING!=Y[]U CAN M[]VE M[]UNTAINs, []NE B[]ULDER,[]NE ST[]NE at a Time.......
~Realy need to Publish~ TRANSFER!
Monday, July 29, 2013
~say alittle prayer for You, X[]x
G[][]D NIGHT VILLAGE~
I will pray for You,as You pray for me......Alittle nervous about ~the surgery,keep me in your prayers X[]x
Sunday, July 28, 2013
~running water~
~eragon~
~This was my dream~
What does it mean~waking from a seizure~ this will be deteled/waking from a altered state
What does it mean?~This P[]ST was started last night/ then I was swept into a seizur like state, and could'nt finish it~ had to crawl to bed....I could hear,all that was going on around me, but I was locked inside my mind, as my body trembled....I was safe to bed,and have the crazy vision, of saints I've never seen before. As I gently float over high buildings,and look down on to such beautiful lanscapes....[seized in my body/ saddly I missed Church today] so I"m down on myself about that, but oddly enough , When I'm in this state, most of the time "I hanging out with God" what does it mean....I was locked in my body for 12 hours.....But up close ,something I've never seen before [ It was baby Jesus , and set torward,and two woman, Where just behind him, reaching for him,in a caring angel pose.... The turned from flesh, to sculptures, then they, as they drifted from my sites.... They looked more like sculptures chizeled , into a wall white marble, or salt....Is there such a place" I wonder"
[LAST NIGHTS UN-finished post] Yes T[]DAY~ I was well enough to roam the EARTH,and found the perfect store to build Jabip Village.....A small town, there is a record store,a deli, coffee shoppe, and maybe someday Jabip, there is room for an art studio,and recording studio..... [AND a big parking lot in the back, if we choose to have a live concert]~ Hey a Girl, can dream.....
Besides, I saw a wishing star, that has to pull some weight....Pre-paring for surgery on Monday, it was good to get out today....I saw this location, more than a year ago, before the accident....And it seems to be a perfect fit, for what we are going to become, one stone at a time. []ne day,at a time....It's like the feild of dreams, build it,and the will ~ well you get the point! I have my goal, set on this place~ I thank God, out loud for such a GR8 day, and I thank you for being on this Journey with me, I thank Y[]U=my neighbor, my Village X[]x I will dream,and prayer, on our un-coming adventures, can't wait to share all the details, with you [although it will take planning,faith,and team work.~ I will be bed riddin for a while, sick or not we are talking about having a live Google+ hang out [maybe Aug.the 6th 2013 = It' a Tues" I will touch base with Ronnie Brice,he can talk me through it~ Time to start living out loud,and set my fears aside~ And I need to come up with a way to raise money..Any idea's send them to dragonflyalezia@gmail.com~ []ff to dream land I go, until we meet again~ S[] start working on your one of a kind crafts, we will all join forces= A village of ARTIST.......And ST[]NE S[]UP!
Saturday, July 27, 2013
~Accentuate the Possiitive~
Have FAITH, or PANDEM[]NIUM's liable to walk upon the scence.
You've got to accentuate the positive
Eliminate the negative
And latch on to the affirmative
Don't mess with Mister In-Between
You've got to spread joy up to the maximum
Bring gloom down to the minimum
Have faith or pandemonium's
Liable to walk upon the scene
To illustrate my last remark
Jonah in the whale, Noah in the ark
What did they do just when everything looked so dark?
(Man, they said "We'd better accentuate the positive")
("Eliminate the negative")
("And latch on to the affirmative")
Don't mess with Mister In-Between (No!)
Don't mess with Mister In-Between
Friday, July 26, 2013
~the SIXTH SENSE= []n Y[]U TUBE~
~Watching a M[]VIE, on Y[]U TUBE= Follow this clip to You Tube, there you will find the entire movie.
...ENJ[]Y!
~one seed, can grow a garden~
Thursday, July 25, 2013
~Jethro Tull~ [L[]C[]M[]TIVE BREATH] "keep your [[]MP[]SURE"
~Paint with all the~ [[]L[]Rs []F THE WIND!
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
~Alanis Morissette~[Thank You,frailty]
L[]VE~Making the best []F THINGS~(still)
~L[]VE with all your HEART, all your MIND.....All your S[]UL.....[Seek first the Kingdom , of Heaven], and everything will fall into it's place~
~STILL***What to build JABIP VILLAGE~[]ne ST[]NE at a time........
still (still) 1. adjective Without sound; quiet; silent.
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