~Waiting~

The waiting is killing me.......    Another day, I made through another day of waiting. Waiting for a letter in the mail, waiting for the phone to ring.....Waiting to be approved, from the insurance company... It's almost two years since the car accident, I've done injections at their request. I missed a piece of mail, for an examination ~I so eagerly wait. "in order to get the surgery, I need". I wake every morning numb , numb in pain .Nerves are pinched in my neck.....The surgery will replace the disc, and then I can live without waiting. And feeling like, I about to die.... I can't wait to LIVE!~ It's like being on hold, when your on the phone on hold.....And that music, just plays, and plays........