Makes Me really want to clean My house.....
a Living Breathing Journal of My PTSD Journey. as I Paint through the Pain & Celebrate Life.
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Sunday, January 31, 2016
Saturday, January 30, 2016
~ I am Sky
~I am earth, ~I am fire, ~I am water . ~I am breeze, ~so quiet...... ~My heart beat echo`s, ~through the cannon`s. ~And in my womb, ~a child heart,echo`s, a well. ~ ~I represent, life to all. ~I shed my blood, ~To form, the river`s. ~My thought's,and spirit is set free. ~as I dance, aroud the fire. ~A blanket of star`s,above me. ~I am the blood line of the tribe, ~I am the village, ~I am the sky. By Alezia
Friday, January 29, 2016
[ Worrior of the Lord ] TRUCE
Wednesday, January 27, 2016
Best day Ever~ Got a new pair of shoes = [tap shoes]
Emotional bucket list~ I felt like I have been sick for so long, I have a laundry list of all I want to do. Life is G[][]D! Today I found a brand new pair of tap shoes, in a second hand store. CHECK ~ Now I need a new pair of tango shoes, and tango lessons of course. It seems opening My own store, may have to be a dream that waits. Also on My journey today, I may have found a place to gallery My paintings. It seems as the days go by, and the more those meds leave My system ~ I do feel more like My old self [ only in a lot of pain] Best day ever........
Tuesday, January 26, 2016
Monday, January 25, 2016
Sunday, January 24, 2016
Saturday, January 23, 2016
Thursday, January 21, 2016
Tuesday, January 19, 2016
Pain is a distraction~ I hope tomorrow holds some answers.
~Fear doesn't stop death, It stops life. I say distraction because I feel as if I am holding My breath, I'm sure those of You that have been in poor health understand. I go to the neurologist tomorrow,and I can't wait for the results.The pain is such a distraction, I can't consecrate. Emotionally I'm grounded, but I want to feel better~ So I can start living, to be honest I feel like I'm dying. All that comes to mind is that saying = live like You are dying. Mind You I'm not going to go crazy, and start living on the edge, by throwing caution to the wind. Yet this pain has caused Me to isolate . And the closer I have come to getting these results, I have been informing, and including My Family. There are moments of madness, when I just want to sell all My belonging, and live with bare walls. I hope tomorrow holds some answers.
Sunday, January 17, 2016
One Art
One Art - Poem by Elizabeth Bishop
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster,
Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
- Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.
Friday, January 15, 2016
Friday, January 8, 2016
Monday, January 4, 2016
Sunday, January 3, 2016
Be here, now~
RAY LAMONTAGNE LYRICS
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"Be Here Now"
Don't let your mind get weary and confused
Your will be still, don't try
Don't let your heart get heavy child
Inside you there's a strength that lies
Don't let your soul get lonely child
It's only time, it will go by
Don't look for love in faces, places
It's in you, that's where you'll find kindness
Be here now, here now
Be here now, here now
Don't lose your faith in me
And I will try not to lose faith in you
Don't put your trust in walls
'Cause walls will only crush you when they fall
Be here now, here now
Be here now, here now
Your will be still, don't try
Don't let your heart get heavy child
Inside you there's a strength that lies
Don't let your soul get lonely child
It's only time, it will go by
Don't look for love in faces, places
It's in you, that's where you'll find kindness
Be here now, here now
Be here now, here now
Don't lose your faith in me
And I will try not to lose faith in you
Don't put your trust in walls
'Cause walls will only crush you when they fall
Be here now, here now
Be here now, here now
Saturday, January 2, 2016
New Day~ every Morning
Inner Peace begins the moment You choose not to allow another Person or Event control Your emotions.
It's the Year of acceptance, just being Myself. Hope to inspire You to be Your Angelic self ~ perhaps We can bring Peace to the World. " Be Your Artist Self Friday, January 1, 2016
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