My Love, You Are Here. So Am I.

Thursday, October 24, 2013

~Call it a truce~

There are times in our lives,that we will call it a truce. "Yet never GIVE UP!"

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

~Between a rock, and a hard place~

After this procedure, I have'nt bounced back well.....I make little of it with my Family,and Loved ones....Same with the car accident, I made little of it. And it's become an endless nightmare. We are submitting my paper work, to the surgeon. As we will await approval, for mri with contrast....It will give them a better out look on how we will handle the situation~ sorry I am such a bummer, I've been greiving....The unknown is the hardest part, along with not feeling well.."I give it to God", because it realy has me down, and I made the mistake of [looking up on line, what a bubble at the base of your skull can be.[after a epidural] And how they repair it.... Big mistake! and they state they are looking for a mass, or infection~and I have been running a fever for over two weeks.GROWL :( Must go,I shall pray for You,a You pray for me= My Love to You All!~ "I hope I get another chance". X[]x

Sunday, October 20, 2013

~Red Ribbons~

~In her stages on painting,infinity in her hair~[Is Infinity]

......It turns out my computer is crashing. In way,it mimic's me~ I am crashing, still no MRI with contrast,and my pain level is a 9...So I hardly have any words, I miss You,and I hope You know You are L[]VE. Love Mother X[]x

Friday, October 18, 2013

~I'm everything I am, because Y[]U L[]VE ME!~

Thursday, October 17, 2013

"I am blessed"

I need to make this a fast post, I having difficulties with my computer.....My health has taken a turn, I had the epidural,I had bad reaction. The pain ,and the swell sent me to the ER twice....So now I'm waiting for approval from the insurance company...On the x-ray [there is a an air bubble at the base of my skull....My family,has not let me be alone,I just want to go home and paint [because I am sad],and it is painful....So they want to do an MRI with contrat,and with out = to rule out[infection, or a mass]/I'VE HAD ENOUGH~ I tired of being stuck with needles....Next TOUR, they want me to do surgery~ Sorry I've been such a bummer....I will keep You posted[a best as I'm able], All I want to do is paint away this pain= I MISS YOU ALL...And I am humble, and THANK GOD OUT LOUD, for the beautiful Family "I am blessed" Thank You for being apart of my LIFE......