[Jinx]

Crazy bird`It started out as joke, My Sister calls Me Jinx~ then My Daughter found a Mother's Day card~ That read You were there when I skinned My knee, You where there to remind Me to hold the rail. You were there to catch Me when I fell=Hey maybe , come to think of it Your a Jinx...hehe  In why I have been through so many things in life, what I call near misses.... Perhaps I would be advising them to power strip ,an outlet .For electrically safety= then I would gone on about how I was electrocuted once, They say Mom is their any thing that hasn't happened to You, " I was about five years old, always a child of  wonder about how things worked.... So I stuck a two prong bobby pin into an electrical socket, and the surge held me in place. Then finally threw me across the room....... I the reason they made, those child proof out-let covers. ~And don't get Me started about lightening [oh boy] Choo Choooooo

[shadows over the arena] DREAM

Since I'm letting it all hang out, this other dream/aka vision I keep having [ A large wave of water comes up over a spectrum, or a arena. ] I the dreamer am advising people to hold on to the base of the tables, that are cemented in. And reminding those to remain calm, and not to hold Your breath until the water fills in. Due to the time period, it will take to drain out..... The one tell tale of the dream I recall the most, are the ants begin to climb to high ground. Lines of ants, climbing the coliseum And large flocks of birds, swoop by in fear [shadows over the arena]

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~Beautiful Elephants~[In My Dreams]

I dreamt of beautiful elephants ,in the element of high waters....... Nestling an infant child, to higher ground. With high regard ,the environment was calm. The creatures were calm, they instinctively were nurturing the child as one of their own. Placing the infant up on to the mountain rocks ,to keep it out of the flooding waters. And slight recall of a tree branch, submerged from the waters, with pale pink flower. To represent life.....

 

[bouts of madness] Mo Jo Rising

Have no want to entertain, this out of body experience..... it just seems I can't get back in, not completely ...... I physical aware, the pain is calling Me out...... To see the fire on water. I'm gone dancing, and flying in my dreams.... Take to high land~Capturing moments of My recovery. [Chios] aka/hyper awareness~  There is something about being put to sleep during a surgery ....... Somehow You become more in tune with the universe, as if I can feel it's heart beat. There is a loud heart beat coming from the ocean, I am having visions of large masses of water coming ashore. Leaving behind many fish, due to the warm degree . Caused by a volcanic eruption, as if a heat valve turns on. Every time I fall asleep, I see fire on water [bouts of madness]~ I'm sure there is a simple resolve to my problem...... [I need sleep] And because I don't get to watch TV, my mind over reacts, to simple vibrations beneath my feet....... I know all these things are caused by My heighten pain level, but that doesn't make them seem " any less real" Mo Jo rising! My room is filled with spirits, they sound like angels.... So I will try to join them, in sleep and, see where they take Me tonight= on a journey of mixed awareness. See You soon in world, or slumber~ Again take to highland, and follow Your instincts.

~Rolling sones kinda day" I can't get No, no, no no."~

I can't get no satisfaction, though I try, and I try. I can't get No, no, no.

[This photo is taken 18 hour, after surgery-I LIVE!]

~This not the photo I wanted to appear, However  You can't always get what You want, sometimes You get what You need.......Thy glass is half full, still optimistic!             pulling together birthday pictures  from Sunday..... See ya soon, Have a GR8 DAY!

~Tao Te Ching~

Tao Te Ching - Written by Lao-Tzu
The Tao that can be told of... The [Tao] that can be told of is not an Unvarying [Tao]; The names that can be named are not unvarying names. It was from the Nameless that Heaven and Earth sprang; The named is but the mother that rears the ten thousand creatures, each after its kind. (tr. A. Waley)

The "Valley Spirit"
The Valley Spirit never dies
It is named the Mysterious Female. Tao Te Ching - Written by Lao-Tzu
And the doorway of the Mysterious Female
Is the base from which Heaven and Earth sprang.
It is there within us all the while;
Draw upon it as you will, it never runs dry.
(Chapter VI, Tr. A. Waley)

The Tao that can be described is not the eternal Tao. The name that can be spoken is not the eternal Name. The nameless is the boundary of Heaven and Earth. The named is the mother of creation. Freed from desire, you can see the hidden mystery. By having desire, you can only see what is visibly real. Yet mystery and reality emerge from the same source. This source is called darkness. Darkness born from darkness. The beginning of all understanding.

~Hi I'm Home~Thank You for Your Prayers!

Surgery went Gr8, I'm told. My Sister just drove Me home. And is putting Me to bed...... Had a rough night my inner neck, and air way was closing, so they kept Me over night.....We are home ,and I'm  going to bed~ Thank You for Your Prayers .X[]x