a Living Breathing Journal of My PTSD Journey. as I Paint through the Pain & Celebrate Life.
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Monday, February 4, 2013
Sunday, February 3, 2013
Everlast[17]Lenny/ Nickelback
To My Family ,and Friend,we have been through alot together....You need to understand,I am trying to be the best me (RIGHT NOW) I can be,either support me,by taking my hand= to tell me you LOVE ME.....But this physical pain, I'm in is real.......(HONSTLEY)The man that struck us,was having a siezure,as they say = . petal to the metal*******I spared you all,of the accident scene,seeing me on the stetcher,so maybe as a Mother,by trying spare you.....(NOW) All of you look on to me,as you roll your eye's to say" she's complaining again" Due to pain, I starting drinking [THIS BAD BEHAVIOR,IS SO FAR AWAY FROM ANYTHING,ANYONE THOUGHT=I WOULD EVER BECOME]......I ask FORGIVENESS, and ask if YOU can't be kind,please stay out of circle for awhile.....[Because,my emoinal well being is fragile RIGHT NOW] Because my body is in physical,pain and I was bit by a spider,and moving and painting,and unpacking=is alot work for one person.....Either take the other END,or step back (AND PUT DOWN THE STICK) Cause now your just beating, the dead horse:[17] day's I've been sober! Thank's be to GOD!
Everlast[17] Lenny=I want to FLY!=MotherskyDragonflyblogspot.co
LIVING []UT LOUD!,if I can save just 1 person's live,in return (they have saved me)
Nichel back, save me [some thing's are just personal; My Love,I am her,You are here=You need to come to my blog,we need eachother=You are not alone...And I'm holding on =ONE DAY 2t a TIME,just for now <3 X[]x
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Friday, February 1, 2013
[15]
Sometime's a tragic moment in our life,weaken us physically.Yet demand's our inner self, to step up, and be accountable. I am beginning to re-like my reflection.My body, my mind, are altered, but if this is what GOD,has given ME,as the remainder...I HAVE LIFE,LOVE,I HAVE HOME, FAMILY, I'm just starting out-NEW! I am wounded,and will learn, to live with these changes.I am so glad to be alive,and so glad " My eye's are wide open, my heart,and soul"are wide open.I AM HUMBLE! X[]x 

Let me be your HERO! [15]
Just for TODAY! [15] Let's call them HERO's
FINE,but next time I'm BATMAN!And I would like to THANK GOD []UT L[]UD, for the answer He gave me T[]DAY! Amen
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